Over the whole of last year I became extremely depressed and lost so much weight, I was 44 kg's at the worst time.. Psychologically I was going downhill for many reasons and I would certainly say suffering from extreme depression...

Also, the isolation, I lived in a big old farmhouse very far from any major centres, no contact with others much at all..My parents and I get on very well but they can't quite understand the addiction disease and one really needs support of some sort..please note none of this was through self-pity, I never feel sorry for myself....and am basically a well adjusted woman....so anyway, I lost weight, I became quite ill and I took this photo in an old shed lying on a dirty old floor amongst just "things" in the shed....

I am never scared to lie around in old "rubbish" to get the textures I want in a picture....