Suicide dreams..  suicidal thoughts, friends attempting suicide, one suceeding and many addicts I know who have died over the last few years....

I did an article for a local magazine in S Africa on a rehab and was visiting the patients at Serenity Care Centre in Sedgefield for over a year....4 or 5 of the people I photographed have died...suicide or overdose....

Clean...is also, in a strange way my sobriety, how I have remained clean for four year without a support group etc..... due to my location..

Taken lying under a dirty old sink on a floor, with water dripping down me...dirty because I am clean..if you know what on earth I am talking about..it is a hard image to explain....actually I can't ...it sort of speaks for itself...