I used to sing, I loved singing, I was good at singing and told I could make a career of it and I had not sung for about 6 years, only when I was drunk or drugged...

I stopped singing......I just could not sing, especially after I went into recovery, it only reminded me of drunken times... After I met someone...the first day, I suddenly started singing... just sitting by myself on the porch near the blue room, I knew they could all hear me and I just belted it out..it was so strange...my sister and my friend who had not heard me sing for years were amazed....

There's a sort of instrument in the shot, I play the guitar too, I love music, I love singing..this image is about my love for music, singing and singing a love song, just out of the blue...excuse the "romantic nonsense"..it is just the way I feel