I’ve trained myself. I have some dear friends who help me out, teaching me, inspiring me. For me that works. Maybe it’s a slow process, but I don’t care.
My career is still very early! No big breaks for me (yet), just a lot of personal high-lights and disappointments. I’m very critical towards myself, so I give myself a hard time, often. But sometimes things do work out and the image I have in mind appears on the negative and that makes me very very happy and gives me enough energy to get past all the things that don’t work out.